Memories and Hope

Hello guys,Im back . Btw,happy new year guys,oh and also happy chinese new year, woaahhh time flies sooo fast....the last time I greet was 2016...it's been 2 years already ,woaahhhhh...if that time I was a high school student,now Im here become a university student....woaaahhhh Im still 'woaa' feeling like that..hehe.. Im still remember my ambition when I was a kid I wanna be a detective. That ambition never changed until I was 16. That time, I was clueless what I wanna be when I grow up. When I was 17,I decided to pursue my study in mechanical engineering in Uni later,but people changed.Same goes like me. Im changed so much especially in my interest. After finishing my studies in matriculation college,I decided to pursue my degree in software engineering. When I got the UPU result, I was soo happy because I got my first choice. That time my driving class just ended. I went to my home and run excited because I was so eager to tell my mom about that news. I was scream happi...

    Hey...it's me,Edri.Im back with my new story.This blog will write about my life when I was in Labuan Matriculation College.So,the programme started at 5th June 2017 and I went to Labuan at 4th June by using ferry from Menumbok to Labuan.But,after that I usually use ferry from KK<-->LBN.        At the next day,I arrived at the college around 8am because of the traffic jam and yeah I was a little bit regret for not went earlier than that.So,I went  to the registration place and took a photo for my matric card and I met a few of my primary schoolmates and also friends from different high school that I met before this. So,this is the scenery that I always see every evening.    Then,I went to the hostel.So,my dorm number was A2.21.The alphabet represents for the block that I lived and the number represents the floor and  dorm number.Each dorm fits for 4 person.So,there will be two person from...

don't let your heart hold the pain,  Feel the pain until it doesn't hurt anymore , it's okay to feel defeated,  you are human,  you don't have always to be strong,  cry as much as you want, scream as much as you want,  but never lose hope and give up. [27.2.2018]

You just saw me as your buddy, You just saw me as your childhood friend, But you never understand about me, Because you never saw me more than that. You’re holding your things, You’re about to leaving, But you never realized, That I don’t want to see your eyes. You’re holding your mobile phone, I’m trying to sneak, But you don’t want me to saw it, Because you have many things you hide inside. You’re talked about music, “Only fools fall for you” You want to know who’s the ‘you’, But Im trying as much to change the topic, Because my answer is you. If only you’re reading this, I hope you know my old deep down, I had been loved you for a very long time ago, I hope after I wrote this,you know that, I had been struggling myself, I had to shield my heart over you, Because I know, I will never have this chance. 

  How are you?I'm back.hmm....actually I don't know what I want to post.First of all,Happy New Year guys!!*sighed* yeah,I don't know,hahahaha..1 January 2016.Well,I'm 17 years old now and I will be a senior in my school and having a big exam,SPM *big gasped* Now I feel what senior students felt.It's like 'you have a big responsibility for take care of the junior students and you will be entered adult' uuuuhhhhh,.. *lol* okok.I have post a quote.It's about motivation.    You read that?yeah,I hope you know what is the quote mean.It's mean,you have to fight for your dream to accomplish that you have been planned for a long time before this.Even though it's hard to fight for it,or always facing many failure,you gonna to push yourself no matter what happen because nobody can do it for you.You want success?It takes a long time.Give up?it takes unless 5 minutes.If you make a mistake for twice,it's a choice bruh,so it's up to you to figh...

STAY IN MEMORY I saw you from far away, You smiling and laughing with your friends, I know your smile it’s not for me, Because I never thought I would, Especially not to you. The one person who can’t see me, Though I am looking, The one who can’t hear me, Though I am calling, Do you ever remember me? Do you ever think about think about me? Just one please, The only thing I can do is cry but, Like a fool,I am waiting, Please come to me just like this, My last wish is that person,you. It’s alright if you leave me, I want you to be happy, I have to kill my inside, Swallow my tears, And put on smiling mask. Before I will go, Remember,that I will forever changed. Because of who you are and what you mean to me. Someday you will miss me like I miss you. Before I will go, Let me tell you, That I’ll always thinking of you, Remembering of you, And always knowing about you, So you’ll know always be missed. Saying goodbye i...