Blue Childhood

You just saw me as your buddy,

You just saw me as your childhood friend,

But you never understand about me,

Because you never saw me more than that.

You’re holding your things,

You’re about to leaving,

But you never realized,

That I don’t want to see your eyes.

You’re holding your mobile phone,

I’m trying to sneak,

But you don’t want me to saw it,

Because you have many things you hide inside.

You’re talked about music,

“Only fools fall for you”

You want to know who’s the ‘you’,

But Im trying as much to change the topic,

Because my answer is you.

If only you’re reading this,

I hope you know my old deep down,

I had been loved you for a very long time ago,

I hope after I wrote this,you know that,

I had been struggling myself,

I had to shield my heart over you,

Because I know,

I will never have this chance.